Righto, this won’t be a long blog ’cause I’m on the laptop and half the keys don’t work. Just really wanna let you all know that I’m still alive (although not feeling it).
The last few days, I’ve been feeling really strange. I know it’s that time of month, but I honestly don’t normally feel like this. My temper is on a really short fuse and I’ve been panicky and stressed. I don’t want to see or talk to anyone and I’m not sleeping well. Last night was the worst – I spent the whole time in a state of panic and at one point almost had a full-blown panic attack. I was even panicking in my dreams!
I am so glad the weekend is nearly here, not that it’s long enough to make me feel better. Time seems rather distorted lately – May is going so quickly and the days are all over the place.
Changing the subject, we applied for a small loan a few days ago and should find out the result today. It’s only for a few hundred pounds, but it will be a great help right now. I also forgot to mention that we got our old car back last Thursday from the finance company. Thank God I don’t have to see that place again.
Well, that’s all I can think of right now. Supposed to go to college on Saturday, but I almost certainly won’t. I must try and do more studying though. Perhaps tonight I’ll try some chemistry if P will help me. I’m stuck on equations and believe me they’re hard.
looks forward to P getting home